
So... after two years of Grad School, various papers on all manner of Theological, Historical, Practical Ministerial areas of interest and assignment, it all still just comes back to Knowing and Loving Jesus more and better and then Loving people like He did. It's still so simple...
Lord Jesus, please just let me love you as my first love again. Sorry that things have been 'cluttered' for so long... I just want to rest in You and abide in You and be Yours, first and best... Sorry I've let so many things and so many people 'toss me about' for so long! Spirit of God, could you, would you... take me back to where I once was...? Simple faith, trust... Simply believing, simply trusting, simply Yours?
I'm thankful for all You've given me... thankful for all I've learned... yet I STILL long to 'live in Your Presence' and to love others as if they were You, Yourself here.... Lord, please turn Your ear to me and 'hear my cry... for I am weak' and weary and STILL needing You... only You!
I would have my little ones learn of You through my life... my love for You... I would have my wife and kids and extended family and friends learn of You through me... daily. May You be lifted up in me and through me (or if need be, inspite of me).
May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, Oh Lord... My Rock and My Redeemer!